Oh my goodness my baby is wearing me out. I am pretty sure she is teething because she is chewing on everything, fussing way more than usual refusing to take naps, waking up more at night and wanting to nurse all the time. I don’t see any teeth sprouting but she’s at that age and she’s showing all the signs. I neeeeeeed a baby break my husband and i haven’t been on a date since she arrived. My in-laws have offered to watch her im just nervous that if i leave her with them she’ll cry the whole time and give them a hard time. I guess i should just get over that because if i don’t get it over with it will only get harder to get her use to staying with someone else.
Im really not feeling good today its hard to feel good when the baby doesn’t . I feel so sluggish and sensitive right now.
My sister in law left today, we went over to say goodbye to them last night it was really nice my father in-law made some awesome gumbo he’s from Louisiana so its authentic and really good. And then it snowed just a little last night and it was beautiful we took Scarlet out in it to see her first snow and she loved it. Juniper had the day off from school we were so happy to spend the day together but then her daddy called and ended up taking her to her grandmas, which was fun for her. But when she left the house i felt so disappointed i really wanted to spend the day with her.
I kinda feel like i want to cry and it’s likely i will before the day is over about something stupid im sure it alway happens like that. I’ll be upset over a bunch of stuff and then Beau and i will get in a stupid fight and i will go off like a tear bomb and he thinks im over-reacting but im really just reacting to a multitude of things that just all come out at once and most of it doesn’t even have to do with him. I hate that i have such anxiety maybe working out later will help. I’m gonna warn Beau that im really sensitive right now. Ok im going to go because Scarlet is finally taking a nap and im going to try to take one to.