So i guess i have decided to share more than i expected in a blog. I have spent so long not telling people personal details of my life now just writing them for anyone to view is scary but also good for me i think. I spend so much time talking about pointless stuff it’s really time i started talking about important things. I think i am going to start writing stories about these past events in my life that i seem stuck in, I know i really need therapy but i do not have insurance and right now i really cant afford it hopefully i will be able to in the future.
Right now i am feeling pretty good i went to the gym tonight and i weighed myself and so far i have lost 7 pounds i am pretty excited about that especially since i wasn’t able to make it to the gym almost all last week and i didn’t eat as well as i would have liked to. I missed going to the gym because i had friends over through out the weekend and it would have been lame to ditch them for the gym so i was going to work extra hard to make up for it so when i got in the scale i thought it was wrong i got off it and back on just to check and see if it was the same and it was hurray. The workout felt really good im still doing mostly cardio i do plan on working in more strength training slowly, i didn’t even want to leave when i did but i knew i needed to get home and check on my baby. When i got home i had the best surprise my husband had cleaned our really messy kitchen and had made a wonderful dinner all while taking care of the baby talk about superdaddy. It was the sweetest most romantic thing and it made me so happy. I think im going to get off here now so i can go cuddle with him goodnight all..